Sitting here crying, i went to pee and had some brown spotting when I wipe. Sorry if TMI, I am devastated. Called big man, he is really sad too. Sent email to dr, it’s just freaking 10 dp2dt, what the FUCK! It’s too early to get my period. I’m trying to read those boards with [...]
Archive for May, 2007
Brown spotting..fuck fuck fuck
Posted in BFN on May 31, 2007 | 6 Comments »
Thurzzzday…
Posted in Nothing special on May 31, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Still 2 days to go before I POAS. Still no signs nada, bubkis etc.. Looking back on it I SHOULD have kept a pre-prego journal after that first IUI fucking years ago. I just didn’t think it would work, so didn’t pay much attention. All I remember was the cramping before the BFP.
But nothing I [...]
Dentist today
Posted in FET, Nothing special on May 29, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Hi everyone,
This morning went to the student dentist. It’s waaay cheaper and considering how much we have spent on IVF, ICSI, FET, HCG, etc.. i thought we could save money. The place is great,clean nice Italian students. I got the 24 year old guy from fair Verona. All went good, but I did feel a [...]
Woke up bleeding…
Posted in Nothing special on May 28, 2007 | 3 Comments »
From my nose. It was fucking scary. I sleep bad already cause of the cats and the freakng 24/7 daylight. I know, I’ve lived here 4+ years, but it’s still hard to sleep. So, i felt my nose was a bit wet, then a second later in the bright light I saw blood staining the [...]
I faked it yesterday….
Posted in Nothing special on May 26, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Hi everybody, still don’t feel dick. Sorry, I just can’t put it more eloquently. I feel a’ nothing ( in a bad Italian accent) , Zip, bubkis, nada, niks, ei mitään, nothing, period. Yesterday was the first time I ‘faked’ it. No not that dirty minds.. No hanky panky till after the [...]
Loosing hope..
Posted in FET on May 25, 2007 | 4 Comments »
I know, I know it’s sooo early still. But, here I am 4 days after FET, no sore boobs, no spotting, just some cramping ( which is probably from the bubble- the bubble that was made when the embryos were deposited. We could see the bubble high up in the uterus on the u/s, so [...]
Let’s try the picture again boys and girls..
Posted in Nothing special, Uncategorized on May 24, 2007 | 2 Comments »
This is supposed to be a picture, but I am soo useless with computers, sorry
Tasteful or tacky?
Posted in Nothing special on May 24, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I love Rock and Roll, yes, I love it, and I love alternative, dark wave, punk, goth, industrial, emo whatever.. in that genre. I also had a wicked obsession with Gary Oldman playing Sid Vicious ( of the Sex Pistols). I also, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE my doc martens. I always have. I still have [...]
Do you ever get the feeling they are fucking with you??
Posted in Nothing special on May 23, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Normally I wouldn’t write twice in an evening, but it’s now nearly 11 pm, and the sun shines brightly here in the north of Finland where this expat thinks of some comments made in the past regarding kids and babies etc..
I swear why I didn’t think they were fucking with me then seems odd, but [...]
still PUPO
Posted in Nothing special on May 23, 2007 | 1 Comment »
That’s pregnant until proven otherwise I took the bus today, had a waay too far cycle so thought it was best. I think that bus caused more stress than cycling would of. For some reason I was in the slow bus. Yes, the senior citizen bus, the school children on a field trip [...]
