Hi everyone, or anyone who is reading this. We are in Oregon today and had the ultra sound yesterday. Lots of tears. I asked the doctor to please turn the screen cause I didn’t want to see if there was no heartbeat anymore.
Then I just lost it. I really didn’t mean to , but I [...]
Archive for June, 2007
166 bpm at 7w 5 days!!!!!
Posted in U/S update on June 30, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Bleeding.. and spotting oh my
Posted in Symptoms on June 28, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Hi everyone. I had a few big blood wipes last sunday. It’s now Thursday and the spotting has finally stopped, but it’s been a scary few days. We are with family, who don’t have a clue what we are going through mentally, and that’s tough, but I dont wanna get anyone’s hopes up.
Tomorrow is our [...]
Will be back in a month…
Posted in Nothing special on June 22, 2007 | 1 Comment »
I wish you all a lovely summer, and lots of BFPs and STICKY ones.. I hope to still be PUPO when I return.. if not.. let’s see.
Take care,
~r
9 random things about me..
Posted in Nothing special on June 22, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
9 Random Facts About Me: ( I saw this on someone else’s blog, thought it was cute.. sorry)
1) I speak Dutch ( or used to speak Dutch pretty damn good when I lived in Holland, but now.. eh.. I understand and read it pretty well still.. I think, and some broken Finnish.
2) I’ve seen [...]
Thanks again guys..
Posted in Nothing special on June 21, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Yeah sorry that was so short. I was in the middle of something, but wanted to post. I checked my settings topcat, and I don’t have it on private, so that is weird! At last you can click on it from the blogroll I hope. Thank you too serentity for the positive words. You guys [...]
6w4d hb seen etc..
Posted in BFP on June 21, 2007 | 1 Comment »
SO, we have another beating day.. 119, dr said very strong, thanks for all the support! I will write more before we go on holiday, byeee
~r
Taking it day by day…
Posted in Nothing special on June 20, 2007 | 1 Comment »
That’s basically it. Right now life is slow. I have my 2nd u/s tomorrow, for a better measurement ( should be 6w 4 d ) let’s hope all is okay, heart still beating etc..
Till then, we have scheduled one u/s while in the states at 7w 5 days then if there is a hb there [...]
The doctor said she doesn’t expect to see much!
Posted in BFP on June 18, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Imagine her and OUR surprise when saw a freaking heartbeat!! No shitting, at 6w1 or 2 day there it was beating at 107 bpm. I just want to say thank you all for the kind words.
Honestly, laying there I felt like she was examining someone else. It didn’t feel like my body that had this [...]
Moment of truth…
Posted in FET, Help?? de-coder, Nothing special, Symptoms on June 18, 2007 | 1 Comment »
is just 2 hrs away. It’s scary. I hate that we have to go through this. I have no idea what to expect. According to some places we are just on target with numbers and times. Feeling inside my body is that nothing has changed and that I have not a symptom to be accounted [...]
Going insane..
Posted in Help?? de-coder on June 15, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Seriously, I spend most days just reading and searching the net. Work is over, and I leave for a big trip next week, and big man is working and I just have my thoughts. Me and my damn thoughts, and messages boards that aren’t helping talking about blighted ovums etc..
I just want to know NOW, [...]
