Yep, the worst mommy on earth.. just got him all in his winter suit, and stuck a few spoons of fruit in him, ready to go then he pukes everywhere.. where i used to have compassion and feel sad for him, i am not just angry and find myself yelling at him. At a 13 [...]
Archive for February, 2009
Don’t love my baby right now..
Posted in Uncategorized on February 25, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Will this shit ever end?
Posted in eating wars/hunger strike on February 23, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I am utterly convinced there are no lights at the end of this tunnel. Eicca is still refusing nearly every feed and we are back to feeding him something, usually behind the computer while he watches videos. It wont work forever, and then we are back to where we have always been.. like december in [...]
home and none the wiser..
Posted in Uncategorized on February 10, 2009 | 1 Comment »
after being there 3 weeks, we have been home since friday and it’s just as bad, if not worse than it was there. We just cant get him to open his mouth at all. In a way i am in some peaceful place, because we will be monitored, but in another way, i am [...]
week 3—
Posted in Uncategorized on February 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
This week started ok.. he ate some pudding over the weekend, but today was another big meeting with the drs, and they are just fucking thrilled with his progress. I dont get it.. maybe i am looking through a dark tunnel for so long i cant see the light, but i dont see a small [...]
