About me page

Me: fucking 30! What can I say.. i am a simple girl. An American expat in Scandinavia. I have tattoos, I have many loves and have lived many lives. I am a polyamorous taphophile who loves peaceful autumn days, and night less nights here up north. (Man, don’t I sound like a pretentious t*at I am also inexplainably un-pregnable, overweight, hairy, but yet no PCOS!

Him: Tattooed, highly educated, beautiful with loads of lazy sperm.

Us: 1 Clomid/ Inject.IUI- pregnant first try April 2005, devastating m/c 9 wks later after seeing the healthy hearbeat 3 subsequent failed injectable/IUIs IVF/ICSI #1 (August 2006) = 8 eggs, 5 mature, horrible transfer process, put in 1- BFN- 1 frozen didn’t make it to transfer IVF/ICSI #2 (February 2007)= 22 eggs, 14 embies smooth transfer, put in 2, VERY VERY faint + 10dp2dt= BFN FET=21.05.2007- BFP June 4, BETA June 6= 242.. BETJune 13= 1713. 6w1d u/s showed one ‘pupo’ bean and one steady heart beating at 107, update 12w2d hb beating at 165 bpm…. hang on little pupo…. Let’s see.. fingers, legs and toes crossed! And here is our puppy 3 year old lab and one cat in the cat tree, other cat

MIA:

Tests: HCG, thousands of viles of blood drawn- all ok, even TSH and Prolactin and FSH, etc. Recent Endometrium biopsy- results Tuesday- Semen analysis, Clomid test ( I ovulate fine on my own thank you, and did so on clomid too!. so there… ) and any other test they allowed me to do here up north! We have a cat that rules the roost, who is 8, a submissive black Labrador, and a 6 month old kitten ( that helped us get over the loss of our 7 year old kitten in February )

Interests: ( from my myspace page.. sorry just too lazy to write it all again.. )

-Joy Division

-Nick Cave

-HIM

-Dead can dance

-Ministry

-Peter Murphy

-Queen

-Tears for fears

-Toad the wet sproket

-My chemical romance

-She wants revenge

-Labyrinth -

The Wizard of Oz

-Lost Boys -

Man who wasn’t there

-Heathers -

Boxing Helena

-Nick Cave

-Anne Rice

-Truman Capote

-Armistead Maupin

-Carol Goodman

-Alice Hoffman

-Liz Phair

-Pink

-meryl Streep -

My mom

-My grandmothers and my great-grand mothers.

-Women with passion, drive and determination!