I am utterly convinced there are no lights at the end of this tunnel. Eicca is still refusing nearly every feed and we are back to feeding him something, usually behind the computer while he watches videos. It wont work forever, and then we are back to where we have always been.. like december in [...]
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Will this shit ever end?
Posted in eating wars/hunger strike on February 23, 2009 | 1 Comment »
MRI update, almost a year old… still struggling.. hoping for better days
Posted in Eicca, eating wars/hunger strike on January 13, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Today was ok.. Eicca is nearly a year old, and such a gorgeous 9.7 kg boy! Just so sweet and wonderful to everyone.. the MRI showed everything was totally normal, as were the genetic tests ( no russel silver and no catch 22 ) and the neurologists check up. They decided that eicca will come [...]
last steps..
Posted in Eicca, Nothing special, eating wars/hunger strike on August 24, 2008 | 4 Comments »
In Dutch they have a saying that roughly translates to the last steps are the heaviest. Well… these last steps or days or whatever before we go to Helsinki and my parents come here have been fucking heavy. I just again can’t believe we are back to or still in the total bottle refusal and [...]
I remember once..
Posted in Apt updates, Nothing special, eating wars/hunger strike on May 13, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Reading an infertile’s blog and having her complain her daughter, gorgeous newborn wasn’t latching on.. and thinking to myself.. what a selfish bitch. I mean here she is with this gorgeous baby, which I will never have and she’s bitching about feeding.. oh my apologies go out to her.
My precious son still isn’t succeeding in [...]
