Sitting here crying, i went to pee and had some brown spotting when I wipe. Sorry if TMI, I am devastated. Called big man, he is really sad too. Sent email to dr, it’s just freaking 10 dp2dt, what the FUCK! It’s too early to get my period. I’m trying to read those boards with those positive posts. Brown never seems to be bad, but when our first one failed, I had brown, really early too, same time actually, 10dp, so who knows.
I feel it’s over. I feel sad and empty and almost at the end of this ttc rope. But, I know we will go further and we are strong enough to go further, it just doesn’t feel that way right now.
Right now I have to work, a lot and get some shit finished, and I know this failed and I am cramping and it sucks! IT FUCKING SUCKS!! We’ve done EVERYTHING right! EVERY FUCKING THING was done perfectly, so why the fuck isn’t this working….. 😦
Im so sorry hun….Im thinking of you…dont give up yet!
I don’t know if it helps – probably not – but I spotted the only time I’ve gotten a BFP.
Hang in there. I’ll be hoping for you…
I am so sorry. Same here, 10dpt too. Sucks hugely. I ask myself the same thing, “How could this not work?!!”
Thanks for the support. It DOES help hearing you had spotting and BFP. I just know for me spotting HAS always meant BFN. I will remain hopeful ( at least I’d like to think so).
My RE wrote me back. Told me that spotting is totally normal and to keep taking the p- pops till 15dpt.
I will test in 2 days, but I just can’t get my head around why this doesn’t work for us. It’s just so sad and frustrating!!! DAMN IT!
Thanks
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Sorry you are stressed! But I will keep my fingers crossed that you ARE successfully pregnant this month and that what you have seen is implantation spotting!
I’ve got the same spotting you describe only 4dpt. My doctor says not to worry about brown spotting but call again if it changes colour. Not very comforting considering I’ve spotted for 10 years before every period like clockwork. Although, this is a little early for a period. I don’t know. This is a FET so I have to say i’m not as hopeful as I was last time. I was left devastated after my first failed IVF that I’m so scared to think positively especially now. But, everything seemed to go perfectly the first time. I was even 5 days late for my period and no spotting (first time ever). So, for 5 days I was possitive I was pregnant – so excited then so destroyed. I guess anything different this time might be a good sign.
Try to hang in there! It’s hard as hell but remember EVERY cycle is different. This could be it.